Post election fears

I found myself greatly saddened by the great amount of grief and anger I saw when I opened my Facebook feed this morning. The lack of faith in the Lord is huge.

I am also greatly saddened by the gloating of fellow Christians. I asked myself, is this what Christ would have wanted? I was answered with a resounding no, only followed by a even deeper feeling of sadness. I weep as I type this, my heart truly hurts.

This last week I have been filled with a hunger for the Word that I can never remember having, I have spent hours this week reading, listing to spiritual leaders and praying. I have be heard, I have been answered. Thankfully this time without a big freaking billboard. My Lord has spoke softly this time, I must have softened, thank goodness.

My greatest fear is that we aren't ready, that my storehouse isn't stocked well enough, that our hearts aren't full enough, that my self and my children don't know the Word well enough.

I fear the hate is see directed towards Christians. I see friends use hateful language towards Christians,  I see a huge lumping of beliefs, and people who do not speak or act as a Christian being lumped in to the same category as myself. I fear that the fears many people have will happen. I fear that we will be seeing some very hard times to come as a country. I also fear that Christians will be blamed for this, and will feel great prosecution. I fear that the anti Christ will use this platform to take hold. Over all a fear that we are seeing the end times and I fear that I'm not ready.